The gap

I found the gap, between us.
I had a dream, all the time, as wish to be with you.
With you here, its become the main impetus to drive me move forwards.
But, there is a gap, and with no remedies for it.
I pray hard, and this is my very first time to praying, perhaps last time, too.
Please, God bless!

无可自拔

无可自拔，
也许正合适形容我现在的状况
我决定了
不再为你担心，不再为你付出，
梦醒了
我也该醒了
今天
是个全新的我
另一个的我

悄悄话

如果那一天 真的能够到来
哪怕是世界末日
我也在所不惜
上天注定
让我走了
一段充满荆棘曲折的路
幻想
有一天
会变成
现实吗？

Merci

We can't predict where is the time those bad things will come to us;
We can't ever know when is the doom day of the world;
We can't expect everything will be the same all the times;
But at least for now,
I felt the bliss!
merci~~ =D

the next me

exactly what i felt for myself, just being like separated some times.
When i can reveals the real me?
i need a sweet escape.

原来

原来
我是多么地不了解妳
更也渐渐地不了解自己
究竟对你的是喜欢
抑或者是另一种的精神寄托
看着你
渐渐地
脱离我的生活主轴
你有太多太多地
我不知道的事

一直以来
对于感情处理
超迟钝 与 模棱两可
要是能再那么地
敏感一点
也许
我也不需
如此悲哀了

我需要更多地
提示与关心

god bless!

------2011-----

ok, this will be my very first post for my 2011.
Actually, i have nothing to write about my life here since it was dull & boring, but as request by one of my friend due to certain "unexplainable" reason, so try to update something here with u guys. =D

Well, times do flies & i'm transfer from a student to a lecturer now. (sounds drama?? XD) & life do changed lot even i'm still stayed at a STUDY environment:

1. Private & Public, in their way on expenses, budget & management.

2. Students, okies, i felt they are mo lovely & cute. =D

3. Lecturers, haiz, this is the sad part. skip.

And so on....

Anyway, i'm just for two months here. So i will share more about my current life at here in future. (in case i'm free XD)

Take care & catch up next times folks!