Saturday, May 28, 2011

the next me



exactly what i felt for myself, just being like separated some times.
When i can reveals the real me?
i need a sweet escape.

原来

原来
我是多么地不了解妳
更也渐渐地不了解自己
究竟对你的是喜欢
抑或者是另一种的精神寄托
看着你
渐渐地
脱离我的生活主轴
你有太多太多地
我不知道的事

一直以来
对于感情处理
超迟钝 与 模棱两可
要是能再那么地
敏感一点
也许
我也不需
如此悲哀了

我需要更多地
提示与关心

god bless!

Friday, April 8, 2011

------2011-----

ok, this will be my very first post for my 2011.
Actually, i have nothing to write about my life here since it was dull & boring, but as request by one of my friend due to certain "unexplainable" reason, so try to update something here with u guys. =D

Well, times do flies & i'm transfer from a student to a lecturer now. (sounds drama?? XD) & life do changed lot even i'm still stayed at a STUDY environment:

1. Private & Public, in their way on expenses, budget & management.

2. Students, okies, i felt they are mo lovely & cute. =D

3. Lecturers, haiz, this is the sad part. skip.

And so on....

Anyway, i'm just for two months here. So i will share more about my current life at here in future. (in case i'm free XD)

Take care & catch up next times folks!

Sunday, December 19, 2010

无语

越行越远,
你的一举一动
我无语
当朋友的
尽了力去说些别人不敢说的忠言,
它总是逆耳,
但并不是所有人都会对你说
我对得起自己
也对得起任何一个人

妳的态度依旧如此
我无语


就像电台说的
你对我的好
都刻在了石头上
而不好的
都画在了沙土上

谢谢你
挚友

dream ;)

had a sweet dream on yesterday night:
the dream goes on with the year when i was still in the secondary school but the most important is: not in the FAT look but handsome look instead. LOL
And i have been selected to be one of the star team or what... (dream was always messy & with sequence. XD)
ANd what i do on that time was the thing that i want to work as well for now.
i love to acting in real as well but no one can tell about this.
well, it's just a dream & somehow and in fact, its was hard to achieve especially in this environment.
Anyway, my mood was pretty good on the morning. ALOHA! ;D

Monday, December 6, 2010

着急

两年了,
看到,
她和别人亲昵的样子
不好受
听说
她与谁谁谁又好像上弦了
暗自神伤

这又是怎么一回事?
我不是任何人
这暧昧
着实令人受尽委屈
也是个自私的行为
说穿了嘛
不就少了
一个承诺?

Sunday, November 14, 2010

祝我生日快乐



24岁的生日,
在期盼中度过,
也在期盼中领悟
今年是有点特别
一个人的生日晚
在寂静的宿舍
11.20pm
感到异常地恐慌 失措
孤单 不在话下
11.45pm
有她的一句话 一些祝福
释怀了
要我在这宁静地夜晚
来一杯咖啡
想一想自己的人生
细读自己的心声
倾听心里所向
确实
我办到了
细细的
听一听
自己心底的声音
12am
平静地度过
暗自许了三个愿望
也开始在为自己的年龄
负起些
该负起的责任

也谢谢家人朋友们的庆祝
没有了他们
我相信
我的人生
应该就没有那么的美好
谢谢他们
所以
第三个愿望
也保留了
给他
给她
给大家


惜福
安康