2011 review

2011, A brand new year for me definitely. I spent the last day of 2011 at home, passing it peacefully & with mind of appreciation on whatever i get...
In short, 2011 i gone through:
A lecturing job which i never experienced before. And yet, I'am resigned from the position before and now was unemployed.
I meet a group of nice friends whose always be so so supportive and helpful, went through the bitter sweet with me.
My health alarm was on and yet, there is no solution yet because of certain reasons.... I hope i can get well soon, if possible....
A person so called as my buddy, joined in to my life. I hlping him all the way and be proud with his achievement now. He spent my half time for 2011.
A messed up relationship, i hope i meet the right one, at least now, trying process still on going. Never try, never know.
And blah blah blah......
my life on 2011 just so miserable, which is not yet reach my target.
Hope by the 2012, I can get my desirable job and earn more money. Have a better quality time. =)
Welcome 2012.

A belated birthday celebration

should i happy with the celebration?
Tried hard to ask myself forget everything and just be act normal, but indeed i couldn't make it.
i can't forgive what the fellow do on me yet i miss those moments we spent together.
nightmare and some miserable truths again & again play in my mind to warned me that same thing will be happen again by tonight.
Can i say, I don't want to celebrate it? =(

let it be

Times to the ending, everything finished since last week.
Whatever i can do, i had tried my best and complete it; bear with the ignorance and ego attitude. Finally, and congratulation to me, I had did a good job.

Everything i will just let it go, no matter how sad I am, how upset I am, things will never change too.

Let it be

触

身体一天一天地
像朵凋谢的玫瑰
一片一片地凋零

在这花样年华里
像个药罐子似的
那是多么地讽刺

我相信我幸福的
至少在此时此刻
关心关怀从不缺

心态调整了不少
我想我是阔达了
世事太难以预料

能活着一刻也好
都要好好的去过

优待朋友与亲人
至少人生没遗憾

习惯乐观

其实你知道吗？
劝自己要坚强，要乐观
实在不是一件容易的事

至少我学习着
不要把悲观的情绪带给别人
就算最亲近的你的人
他们也希望是一张堆满笑脸的亲人在身边

我把烦恼吞了
埋在心底最深处
我不会把它给挖出来

人生在世
只要能为大家彼此做多一些好事
分享多一些喜悦
我就满足了
你好，他好，大家好
这是我最大的期许

乐观
还是需要习惯

乐观到连鬼都怕！

有一句至理的名言：“态度决定一切”。
态度由心而生，即为心态，这心态是否真能决定一切不必去验证，但“心态”是动词，是人为的，绝对能影响你活着的质量。
拉伯雷说：生活是一面镜子，你对它笑，它就对你笑，你对它哭，它就对你哭。
在现实生活中，如果你有乐观的心态，日子过得就快乐，看着什么都顺眼，做起什么事都顺心，活着轻松自在。
因为乐观既是一种心态、一种情绪，更是一种素质、一种智慧。
你有乐观的心态，就能以幽默的眼光看待不愉快的事情，以轻轻一笑缓释痛苦，甚至以不幸中的万幸聊以自慰；
你有乐观的心态，就能在困难中看到光明，在逆境中找到出路；
你有乐观的心态，就能发挥自己的优长，激励自己的热情，开掘自己的潜能；
你有乐观的心态，心中总是阳光明媚，总能吸引和感染周围的人。
境由心造，只要你能乐观，就能轻松自在地享受人生的美妙。

没什么可说了
之前，我可以为你找不回我信息的几千几万个理由，
现在，我找不到任何一个能安抚我自己的理由

我想我是死心了
是时候结束了

再见美梦
再见各位