A belated birthday celebration

should i happy with the celebration?
Tried hard to ask myself forget everything and just be act normal, but indeed i couldn't make it.
i can't forgive what the fellow do on me yet i miss those moments we spent together.
nightmare and some miserable truths again & again play in my mind to warned me that same thing will be happen again by tonight.
Can i say, I don't want to celebrate it? =(

let it be

Times to the ending, everything finished since last week.
Whatever i can do, i had tried my best and complete it; bear with the ignorance and ego attitude. Finally, and congratulation to me, I had did a good job.

Everything i will just let it go, no matter how sad I am, how upset I am, things will never change too.

Let it be