开心，吗？

现在，我只能在远远地
观望着你，关心你。
从来没想过
我们的关系会变得那么地糟糕
明白了
经过了数周的时间
明白了
尽管有千万个理由想要和你和好如初
但你的一个理由
足以把我给打倒
一段以逝的感情
确实很难再收回
最重要
你开心
就好

forget the pass, and move forward

Just met a knowledgeable and experienced person yesterday in my previous job office.
We have a long chat and yet for the 2 hours, what he told me was totally impressed me.

something BIG BIG BIG were across my mind in this two days and all it's about the career and personal development.
Many of the things he been told me that it never come across to my mind before,
A job can earned up to RM15k per month after few years which is can be get from my expertise.
Definitely it's was so amazing and shocked me cause I never ever think that can make money with such level!
Impressed me, and made me felt,
I'm rather dim about the purposes of my lives before.

What kind of life I've been gone through?
I live my life for others, sacrifice everything for other, and do nothing for myself...
When is the time i request for some rewards, "calculative", "childish" and "emotional" & etc stamped on me.

Give more, expect less...
I did applied it but things come different to me.

Times to say goodbye to "Tiny Me" and say hi to "Big Me" on 2012!